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first thing to say. i just want my life to be normal. full of happiness, a bit sadness, and more loved. i/ve been thru a lot previous year, i just dont want things happen like before. last years was the most hurtful and pain, but i still survive now. with someone that i loved being there for me. i did go thru everything. i hope i didnt turn into that time, i swear. its the most fucked up thing i've ever felt. i hate it. but i admit thing happens. i dont want to broke someone's trust anymore. i want to be the best over someone. i wanted the best to anyone in my circle. especially my love of my life. my strength when i was at my lowest. i'll appreciate someone or anyone who dont give up supporting me. even in my life people come and go. i wont put to much hope in anyways. im not that important to stick forever, but atleast i do loved anyone who love me endlessly. i remember everything. the one who let me drowning alone, the one who hurting me instead. the most painful thing that i wont and never forget. but life must go on. i had nothing to do with anyone who hate me. i just took care of someone that loved me and takecare of me. i had no big circle of friends or people. i only had few of them.  i wish everything will be fine this years. and i hope i can be more tough to go throught it. and i dont want to let down anyone that i loved. anymore. <3